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21 March 2014 6:23 pm 0 Directioner(s)



Sound track : Masih Mencintainya - Papinka

Hey guys . What's up ? It has been a few weeks since the last time I posted something here . I remember the last post was quite emotional . Just like this one . Yes . I really don't know where to express my 'great' feeling right now . One thing . Just one thing that I was thinking for to express my feeling . This blog . This ugly blog .

Pernah tak kau rasa patah hati sepatah-patahnya ? Pernah tak mood kau tiba-tiba down disebabkan oleh dia ? Pernah kau menangis sorang-sorang semata-mata kerana dia ? Pernah kau marah semua orang disekeliling kau sebab kau marah dan sakit hati . Pernah tak ?

Well , semua tu terjadi pada aku . 20 March 2014 . Tarikh yang paling aku akan ingat seumur hidup aku . Tarikh yang mana aku rasa sakit hati yang amat sangat . The day where I got my first heart break . Cuba kau bayangkan , orang yang kau suka , sampai mati kau suka kat dia , tiba-tiba . Hmm . Aku tak nak sebut . 

These scars no longer I hide . Kisahnya . Aku suka FI since FORM 2 lagi . Since form 2 . Now I'm in Form 5 . Lebih kurang 3 tahun . Aku crush gila kat dia . Semalam , sebelum result SPM keluar , kawan aku cakap something kat aku . Dia cerita yang ada seorang budak ni , dia suka FI sangat-sangat . Cara dia, perlakuan dia nampak macam obvious sangat yang dia suka FI . Aku selama ni tak perasan pun . Semalam barulah semuanya terungkap .

Ya aku nampak dia . Aku nampak . Aku tahan air mata aku . Aku tahan . Aku heret kawan aku masuk dalam kelas . Expressed everything to her . Crying . Yes I did cry . My friend did say that budak perempuan tu selalu jugak text FI and YANG PALING AKU TAK TAHAN . FI bandingkan budak tu dengan mak dia . Crying . All over again . 

Kenal tak lagu Masih Mencintainya ? Lagu tu dah lama ada dalam phone aku tapi aku tak pernah pun dengar . Sebab FI , sebab dia . Aku keep playing that song . All over and over again . Sampai aku ingat lirik dia . I thought that I could get rid all of my feelings apart from him . But I can't . I just can't .

My IG's friends , basically the Directioners keep comforting me with their nice and supportive words . Really appreciate it . Really . At last aku pun terfikir . Lebih baik aku fokus untuk SPM . Masih ada orang yang memerlukan aku lebih dari aku memerlukan cinta , sayang or FI . Especially Mom and Dad . They've done a lot for me . It's time for me to pay back . Pay back all of their efforts on me .

Doakan aku supaya dapat 11A+ dalam SPM ? Semoga korang bahagia selalu . Thanks if korang baca . Maaf kalau bahasa aku kurang sopan . But this is me . This is the real me . Maaf . Sorry . Thanks if korang terus support aku . Thank you . Jasa korang hanya Allah yang dapat balas ...

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